Insomnia [a bed piece about bed peace]

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I hereby proudly present my latest painting to you

Insomnia- [ a bed piece about bed peace ] 2024 – part of the Brave New World series.

Insomnia(a bed piece about bed peace)- Acryl op canvas
155 x 90 cm
2024
Insomnia(a bed piece about bed peace)-Acryl op canvas- 155 x 90 cm- 2024

This canvas took me a while. The messy bedding, duvet and wrinkled sheets forced me to look closely and study what was actually happening there in that fabric. I saw so much detail, hue differences in grey tones, fold lines, creases and bulges that had almost human traits, that there was practically no way out. In the second instance, I chose to leave out a lot of detail again, by erasing it. The turmoil in the image depicts my own turmoil from a while ago. This is my reckoning with that period.

2023- Haunting thoughts kept me awake during a period of 3 months. The thought of haunting thoughts kept me awake. The fear of the thoughts of the haunting thoughts kept me awake and made me anxious to go to bed. 

Tossing and turning, it seemed a never ending attempt to silence my restless heart. Tried [too] hard to ignore noises of wind blowing, cats on roof, a car starting, a street conversation, a train passing, a party in the distance, even the comforting respiration of my man and the snoring of my cat. I hold my heart and belly as my breath is too high up and going too fast. 

My eyes wide shut. 

Hoping to shut the flow of insecure and sad voices within.

A glance at the alarm clock tells me that it’s four AM. 

I scare myself.

All I ever really wanted was peace, peace of mind, peace of heart, bed peace.

and I finally found it,

for now.

Ahmed Aldaalsa exhibition in Zwolle

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His work and that of other artist is on display by the name; Gaza ’24

A month and a half ago, I introduced Ahmed Aldaalsa, a young artist from Gaza to you. Meanwhile, I can (proudly) report that Ahmed has an exhibition at art space Het Langhuis in Zwolle.

GAZA'24 - exhibition Ahmed Aldaalsa- Kunstruimte Het Langhuis
GAZA’24 – exhibition Ahmed Aldaalsa- Kunstruimte Het Langhuis

I curated this exhibition together with Wim Marseille (Langhuis expo committee) and, with the help and commitment of artists, performers and now many others, we managed to turn it into something beautiful and (I think) meaningful.

Read more about the exhibition here: https://www.langhuis.nl/expected-gaza-24/

Next Saturday, 03-08-2024, this exhibition opens

The opening will be framed by a live performance by Fakkelteit in Beatbox; Rilyc, Stan & Felix Flakes. DJ ‘Jehudi spins record’ will provide tasty music, there will be snacks, drinks and good company.

Through Ahmed’s raw yet vulnerable images and retorts from Zwolle artists and others, we open a new debate; sensitive, engaged, compassionate and supportive.

Ahmed’s work is also for sale
Quality prints have been made of his drawings and photographs on A2 and A3 in small editions. These special prints are on sale at the Langhuis. The proceeds go directly to the artist still living in Gaza.

+ Participating artists besides Ahmed Aldaalsa are Olivier OttenIbrahim Kurt, and Basma Al Afifi (Gaza/Egypt) with, in addition, a contribution from Fakkelteit, Beatbox. (image and sound recording by Lesley Da Rosa)

Gaza- Zwolle Mix
Gaza- Zwolle Mix

Exhibitions and more

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Exhibition Vermeerderen (Multiply)

From 07 July to 27 September, my works; I Would Always Want To Be Here, Nothing But A Dreamer, Brave New World 02, Violence Is Blue and Sweet Dreams will be on display during the exhibition Multiplying (Vermeerderen) – at Micksart Gallery in Emmen

Exhibition Story Line

From 07 July to 11 August, my works; Virgin Screens (Green), Do You Follow Me and Are You Following Me will be on display at the exhibition Story line at Galerie de Ploegh in Amersfoort.

Sold

Happy to report that my painting Brave New World 01 is getting a new home! The new owner is the Zwolle-based company, STORM in Recruitment.

Thank you Arnold Bouman, for the purchase and have fun with, what I believe is also a bit symbolic of the, Superman, which is surely also hidden in all of us, no matter how small or how big you or your shadow may be.

Brave New World 70b/90h acryl op canvas

Blue Eyed Blues

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I hereby present my latest artwork, Blue Eyed Blues, to you

Acryl op canvas – 62 x 62 cm 2024

Blue Eyed Blues-acrylic on canvas 51 x 51 cm - 2024
Blue Eyed Blues -acrylic on canvas 51 x 51 cm – 2024

A pile of dishes. A mix of plates, inherited from my grandmother, a Japanese Bowl and a hard plastic watercup accidentally add up to what appears to be a gazing blue eye, that’s wide open and sees all. Could things have souls? According to some they have.

This artwork is part of the Side Show series.

More about the Side Show series: https://maritotto.nl/side-show/

Blue Eyed Blues

Hierbij presenteer ik jullie mijn nieuwste kunstwerk, Blue Eyed Blues.

Acryl op canvas – 62 x 62 cm 2024

Een stapel servies. Een mix van borden, geërfd van mijn grootmoeder, een Japanse kom en een hard plastic waterbakje vormen samen per toeval wat lijkt op een starend blauw oog, dat wijd open staat en alles ziet. Zouden dingen een ziel hebben? Volgens sommigen wel.

Dit kunstwerk is onderdeel van de Side Show series.

Meer hierover: https://maritotto.nl/side-show/

R.O.T. (Remains Of Today) selections 1 t/m 9.

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The selection now covers 9 variations: Red – Black – Yellow- Black 02 – Blue – Black 03, Pink – Black 04 and Green.

Red – Black and Yellow are on display during PROTO, Zwolle in the auditorium of the Stadkamer. PROTO runs from June 26-30, 2024 but the works will stay longer.

More about Remains Of Today: https://maritotto.nl/remainsoftoday/
More about the R.O.T. selections: https://maritotto.nl/r-o-t-selections/

R.O.T. 01 _09 2024 -Remains Of Today 2024.
R.O.T. 01 _09 – Remains Of Today 2024.

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Inmiddels beslaat de selectie 9 variaties: Red – Black – Yellow- Black 02 – Blue – Black 03, Pink – Black 04 en Green.

Red – Black en Yellow hangen tijdens PROTO, Zwolle in de grote zaal van de Stadkamer. Proto is van vanaf 26 t/m 30 juni 2024 maar het werk blijft langer hangen.

Meer over Remains Of Today: https://maritotto.nl/remainsoftoday/
Meer over de R.O.T. selections: https://maritotto.nl/r-o-t-selections/

Escape Route X

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Escape Route X - the game
Escape Route X-the game

Mijn spel Escape Route X kan weer een volgende stap in haar ontwikkeling maken. Ik heb een subsidie gekregen om het dit najaar te testen met studenten welzijn van het Deltion College.

Inmiddels zijn de ‘echte’ vouwbare spelborden geleverd en zijn er spel ID’s gemaakt voor de spelpersonages …….het wordt steeds mooier en completer.

Met dank aan Jolan Van de Waeter, Patrick Pelman en Stan Vergeer, die het spel (wat ik al jaren met mij mee draag) met mij gespeeld, getest hebben, extra verbeteringen hebben aangedragen en mij op dit spoor hebben gezet.

Na deze test hoop ik het spel, waarbij je als speler in de huid van een vluchteling kruipt, verder te brengen op scholen en wie weet andere locaties waar behoefte is aan het verbreden van een horizon en het nuanceren van een kijk op de vluchtelingenproblematiek. Laat me weten als je als organisatie, of school nieuwsgierig bent naar dit spel, dan zet ik je op een lijst.

Meer info over Escape Route X vindt je hier: https://maritotto.nl/escape-route-x/

R.O.T. Selections Pink 01, Black 04 & Green 01

R.O.T. Black selection 04-2024
R.O.T. Black selection 04- 2024

Introducing to you: R.O.T. Selections Pink 01, Black 04 & Green 01. Drawn from the Remains Of Today series

I started with a series of small circular made canvases in 2018, and named the small unique works verbals. I created in total 300 verbals by the name of Remains Of Today.

They were presented to you on this platform over time, as single artworks and sets. As I finished this project about revaluing litter and daily remains, I decided to re-order and re-present them. You may regard it as a best off’, sampling the best works in the best possible combinations of 9.

Read all about this project and total installation @ https://www.maritotto.nl/over-remains-of-today/

(NL)

Even voorstellen: R.O.T. Selecties Roze 01, Zwart 04 & Groen 01. geselecteerd uit de Remains Of Today serie

Ik begon in 2018 met een serie kleine circulair gemaakte doeken en noemde de kleine unieke werken verbals. In totaal maakte ik 300 verbals onder de naam Remains Of Today.

Ze werden in de loop van de tijd aan jullie gepresenteerd op dit platform, als losse kunstwerken en als sets. Toen ik dit project over het herwaarderen van zwerfafval en dagelijkse overblijfselen had afgerond, besloot ik ze opnieuw te ordenen en te presenteren. Je kunt het zien als een ‘best off’, een selectie van de beste werken in de best mogelijke combinaties van 9.

Lees alles over dit project en de totale installatie

Featuring guest artist Ahmed Aldaalsa

“How can a person lose everything he owns and not lose his mind?” Ahmed Aldaalsa, Gaza 2024.

Gaza 2024-by Ahmed Aldaalsa
Gaza 2024-by Ahmed Aldaalsa

I am a board member at Kunstruimte het Langhuis (Zwolle) and more than half a year ago we had this exhibition called Young In Gaza. We invited 5 female artist from Gaza with paintings and drawings of their daily life. I bought a beautiful portrait of a cat by Fatma Haloupi. We have stayed in minimal contact since then but with that came a new contact, called Ahmed.

Ahmed Aldaalsa- How can a person lose everything he owns and not lose his mind?
Ahmed Aldaalsa- How can a person lose everything he owns and not lose his mind?

Recently as Fatma did, Ahmed messaged me too to ask if we wanted to crowdfund him to help him escape from Rafah. It was this personal contact as well as the feeling of the drop in the bucket that made me consider the possibility of other possible ways to do something.

Since Ahmed and also Fatma are both young artists and thus able to transform their experiences and despair into images and therefore also provide a stage for themselves as well as the suffering of others. I figured, I just need to make them a little more visible and their story tells itself.

Hence I gave Ahmed and Fatma a spot on my website, and there is room for more.

On this guest page you can see more of his drawings affiliated under the description “How can a person lose everything he owns and not lose his mind?

It also includes the link to his and her Instagram and crowdfunding page.

This summer art space the Langhuis hopes to show the personal work of Ahmed, Fatma and other artists from Gaza to tell a universal but very personal story of displacement fear and sorrow. A story that needs to be told.

Crowdfund Ahmed

Crowdfund Fatma

Side Show


Acrylic on canvas
62 x 62 cm
2024

From the Side Show series (formerly Post Hoc).

Two silhouettes outlined on a red and white background. A shadow a specter, the negative from the positive. The sun as artist and the nearly absent body as brush.

Side Show 2024- Acrylic on canvas
62 x 62 cm - From the Brave New World series
Side Show 2024- Acrylic on canvas 62 x 62 cm – From the Brave New World series

Side Show

Acryl op doek

62 x 62 cm

2024

Uit de Side Show serie (voorheen Post Hoc)

Twee silhouetten tegen een rood witte achtergrond. Een schaduw een schim, het negatief van het positief. De zon als kunstenaar het bijna afwezige lichaam als kwast.

Virgin Screens 02 – Green

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I hereby present my latest painting ‘Virgin Screens 02 – Green’

Acrylic on canvas 

150 x 100cm

Part of the Brave New World series

In a green space, green screens hang casually in front of and over each other. Here every possible thought can be projected and every imagination can become reality.  A space where everything can happen at once. The past, the future and the present, like Einstein’s theory, captured in one entity, our universe. Overwhelming and comforting in equal measure.

Virgin Screen - Green 2024- schilderij
Virgin Screen – Green 2024

Virgin Screens 02 – Green

Bij deze presenteer ik mijn laatste schilderij ‘Virgin Screens 02 – Green’

Acryl op doek 

150 x 100cm

Uit de Brave New World series

In een groene ruimte hangen groene schermen nonchalant voor en over elkaar. Hier kan elke mogelijke gedachte worden geprojecteerd en kan elke verbeelding werkelijkheid worden.  Een ruimte waar alles tegelijk kan gebeuren. Het verleden, de toekomst en het heden, zoals de theorie van Einstein, gevangen in één entiteit, ons universum. Overweldigend en troostend tegelijkertijd.